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[12 Jan 2004|03:19pm]
[ mood | optimistic ]

"No one can make you feel inferior without your consent." ~Eleanor Roosevelt

just a quote to share with everyone to hopefully brighten your day. it sure helped mine.


2 bong hits| hit the bong

[29 Dec 2003|02:33pm]
1. What did you do in 2003 that you'd never done before?
started smoking cigarettes?

2. Did you keep your new years' resolutions, and will you make more for next year?
no idea what resolutions i made last yr, and of course ill make more this yr, but then again, ask me this again one yr from now, and i wont remember my 2004 resolutions either. hah.

3. Did anyone close to you give birth?
yep. stefanie. december 5th.

4. Did anyone close to you die?
umm no

5. What countries did you visit?
just this one. bleh. and i wouldnt call it visiting considering id rather be sumwhere else.

6. What would you like to have in 2004 that you lacked in 2003?
confidence, sponteneity.

7. What date from 2003 will remain etched upon your memory, and why?
ummm... lets seeee... dec. 5th (see # 3), and september 12, cuz i think thats the day me and ben started dating (according to my livejournal), tho there never really was an official day i guess... im just going by first kiss. hehe.

8. What was your biggest achievement of the year?
staying clean for an entire year. go me! hehe

9. What was your biggest failure?
not finding a stable job yet in order to get stable with money, thus moving out.

10. Did you suffer illness or injury?
sick a few times, but i think thats it.

11. What was the best thing you bought?
hmm i dont know.

12. Whose behaviour merited celebration?
uhhh i dont know.

13. Whose behaviour made you appalled and depressed?
uhhh i dont know. lol

14. Where did most of your money go?
car, gas, cigarettes, food

15. What did you get really, really, really excited about?
well, i WAS really excited about summer, before it came. and then it came and went and i didnt really do anything exciting. mrmph. and i was excited about getting out of high school and on to college, and that was cool. glad about that.

16. What songs/bands will always remind you of 2003?
mindless self indulgence. cuz i FINALLY got to see them a few weeks ago. yeyyyy

17. Compared to this time last year, are you happier or sadder?

18. What do you wish you'd done more of?

19. What do you wish you'd done less of?
complaining, and worrying, and being self concious (im trying to fix that)

20. How will you be spending Christmas?
next year? i have nooo idea. and this christmas just passed.

22. Did you meet any significant people in 2003? Who?
ben, oh and i met sum ppl from mindless self indulgence. haha htat was fun. and interesting. i think i scared jimmy urine. hahahaha. aparently i was looking at him funny. lol WHO WOULDNT?!

23. How many one night stands?
well, i did stand that whole night when manda spent the night at tracys with me and i cut her mohawk and we stayed up all night and went to giant at like 700 in the morning to buy glue, and sat at the water waiting for the sun to rise, even tho it NEVER ROSE! lol. yeah, that was my only one night stand. hahaha

24. What were your favourite TV programmes?
lizzie maguire! hehehe

26. What was the best book you read?
ummmmm i dont think i read any new books this yr.

27. What was your greatest musical discovery?
hm.. i guess id say tub ring. heard them at the MSI show, and the fucking rocked! sad i didnt get their cd tho.

28. What did you want and get?
to make sum new friends that were actually good people

29. What did you want and not get?
to move out

30. What was your favourite film(s) of this year?
pirates of the carribean. and the lizzie maguire movie!

31. What did you do on your birthday, and how old were you?
turned 18, and had a sort of party with sum friends and family.

32. What one thing would have made your year immeasurably more satisfying?
if i had dun more spontanious things, like vacations, road trips, fun stuf like that. but this year WILL BE DIFFERENT!

33. How would you describe your personal fashion concept in 2003?
my own.

34. What kept you sane?
my friends. i realized taht once i got rid of the friends that were bringing me down, it was all up hill from there. i made sum really awsum friends this yr that had nothing to do with drugs, and just having those ppl around helped me stay clean all year, making me happier than ever. and that is probably my biggest accomplisment this yr too.

35. Which celebrity/public figure(s) did you fancy the most?
haha i dont know. jimmy urine. lol

36. What political issue stirred you the most?
stirred meaning pissed me off? all the war shit.

37. Who did you miss?
hmm... i have no clue.

.38. Who was the best new person you met?
ben, and josh, even tho i didnt MEET josh this yr, but became friends with him.

39. Tell us a valuable life lesson you learned in 2003.
just relax and be yourself and ppl will like you for that. AND, you dont have to have drugs in order to have fun.

40. Quote a song lyric that sums up your year.
oh my gosh i cant even think that hard rite now. if i think of one later, ill come back and add it.
3 bong hits| hit the bong

OMG! IM ACTUALLY UPDATING!!!... sorta. [03 Dec 2003|01:50pm]
1.Full name: Laura Elizabeth Gero
2. nick names: LuLu, Lu x 2
4. Height: 5'7 or 5'8. big controversy there.
5. Hair and eyes: reeally dark brown hair with redish-copper highlights, brown eyes
6. Siblings: older sister , tracy, 22
7. Do you like to sing in the shower? yes
8. Do you like to sing on the toilet? depends on my mood
9. Birthday: april 29
10. Sign: taurus
11. Address: no addy fo you
12 Sex: female
13. Righty or lefty: righty
14. Have you ever been cheated on? not that i know of
15. Have you ever cheated? no
16. How many pets do you have? 2 cats
17. Do you own a car? yep
18. What kind of car do you like? we like the cars, the cars that go boom we're tigra and bunny and we like the boom (hehehehehe i luv that sooong!)
19. Movie: i have a loot of favorites. rules of attraction, emipre records, tank girl, pulp fiction, breakfast club, lots and lots more
20. Song: hmm currently it is depeche mode: enjoy the silence
21. Type of Music: rock (thats such a vague word, but theres no one particular kind i like. cuz i like almost all of it.)
22. TV Show: lizzie maguire, stripped (a show on style network, not about stripping. haha), will and grace, recess, lots more
23. Celebrity: nicole kidman is badass. hehe
24. Drink: alcoholic, mikes hard lemonde and iced tea are yummeh. umm regular drink, mountain dew. maybe root beer too.
25. Food: taco bell bean burrito with baja sauce. =D
26. Number: either 4 or 6
27. Cartoon: recess
28. Disney Character: hmm either alice, or tinkerbelle. i think. i cant think rite now lol
29. Color: red, and baby pink and black together.
30. Do you plan on having children: eventually
31. Do you want to get married? eventually
33. How old do you wanna be when you are married? whenever it feels rite.
34 . Who do you want to marry? whoever feels rite
35. Would you have kids before marriage: no, but if it happened id deal with it.
36. Do u have a b/f or g/f: yepp
37. How long have you gone out with him/her? almost 3 months.
38. Music/TV: music
39. Guys/Girls: guys
40. Green/Blue: green
41. Pink/Purple: pink
42. Winter/summer: fall
43. Night/Day: night, except in fall, cuz fall days are beautiful. and sum of spring.
44. Hangin Out/Chillin: Chillin, yo
45. Dopey/Funny: hehehehe dopey is so cute. hehe. i mean the word. but the character is cute too. hehe
46. You know I'm around when you hear: a really freaking loud burp followed by me saying, wow that was hot. hahaha
47. What school do you go to? anne arundel community college
48. Have you ever smoked cannabis: yep
49. Nicest: danielle. i very rarelly hear her mad. and when she is, its still nice. hehe
50. Funniest: WADE!
51. Tallest: hmm...i dont know actally.
52. Best all around person: manda
53. Are you loyal to your bf/gf? yes
54. Is it all right to flirt if you have a bf/gf? if ur not serious, then yeah, cuz its funny.
55.What's the last thing you cried over or got teary eyed about? watchin moulin rouge hehehe
56. What's something about girls you don't get: i dunno, im sure there something its just not comming to me right now
57. Are you happy? yep
58. Why? cuz i have nothing to be unhappy about rite now. just got a second job so i have money comin soon, xmas is comin, i have a wonderful boyfriend, awsum friends, noone mad at me or vice versa (thta i know of . lol), and my classes are almost over . :)
59. What objects you can't live without? i know this is sad, but proly a computer. oh, and my cell phone. cuz most ppl dont know my house #. OH and my car. definatly. cuz i haaate mooching rides offa ppl, and i hate bein in the same place all the time.
60. Love or lust: love
61. Silver or gold: silver
62. Diamond or pearl: diamonds
64. Have you ever gone skinny-dipping? not totally
65. Do you sleep with stuffed animals: no
66. Do you have any piercing: 5 in my ears so far
67. What song are you listening to right now? my teacher lecturing about sumthing im not paying attention to and will kick myself on thursday when its on my final exam. lol
68: What are you eating? nothing
69: Where would you want your honeymoon to be? dont know. sumwhere cool. lol
70: Who do you have a crush on? ben, duh. but iduno if u can call it a crush if ur dating them. hehehe
71. What's the first thing you notice about the opposite sex: overall appearance. like, how they carry themself, confidence and all that. that always stands out to me first. iduno y.
73. What makes you happy? having fun with ppl i care about.
74. Do you wear contacts or glasses? No
75. What's the best advice given to you? hmmm... i guess it would be that favorite quote of mine from ferris buelers day off. "life moves pretty fast. if u dont stop and look around once in a while, you might miss it"
76. What are your future goals? get a job i love, happy marriage, make a family, whatever happens, happens.
77. Worst sickness you ever had? i had mono when i was like 5 yrs old. my spleen got enlarged so i had to go to the hospital on the day of my grandfathers funeral, 3 days before christmas. it was bad.
78. Do you like Funny or Scary movies better? funny movies, i tend to be dissapointed w/ scary movies more often than not.
79. On the phone or in person? in person.
80. Hugs or kisses? both.
81. What song seems to reflect you the most? hmm. iduno. ive always thot that millencolin: no cigar, fit my thots quite well when i first heard it. so im gona stick to that.
82. when you're mad, what's something that can always calm u down? when im mad? do i get mad? music, smoke a cigarette, deep breaths, do sumthing completely different.
83. What's something that really bothers you about life? wow. lots of things. cant even think about one thing. injustice. yeah. that covers alot.
84. Who's someone who u know will always be there for You? family
85. If you died tomorrow who would you leave everything you own? my family
86. Who was your first kiss? ewww lorin oden. biig mistake.
87. What is your greatest fear? not amounting to anything, rejection, wrongful judgement by peers.
88. Would you rather be rich or famous? proly rich. cuz i wouldnt want all the lack of privacy from being famous.
89. What time is it in Albania now? albania-thirty
90. Have you ever been in love (who)? who knows.
91. Have you met Santa? yeppp!
92. If E.T. knocked on your door holding up a peace sign and asked you to use your phone, what would you do? let him
93. When was the last time you talked to the person you like? about an hr ago (hes at home sick. awwW)
95. What's your email address? like its not findable
96. Last time you were depressed: way too long to remember.
97. Are you an alcoholic? no
98. had sex: no
99. been to a concert? a few
100. done drugs and how many? yes, and too many.
hit the bong

boredumb. [30 Oct 2003|02:15pm]
[ mood | content ]

*Slept in your bed: uhh other than just me?.. ben
*Made you cry: josh. cuz hes leavin :(
*You shared a drink with: no clue
*You went to the movies with: a whole shit load of ppl, most of which i dont know. saw texas chainsaw massacre.
*You went to the mall with: well, i went yesterday with myself. to see manda.
*Yelled at you: my dad. cuz my car broke again. haha
*Sent you a comment on Livejournal: meaghan
*Said they were going to kill you: i dont know..

*Said "I love you" and meant it?: i dont say it unless i mean it.
*Gotten in a fight: yuppers
*Been to New York?no :(
*Been to Florida? looooots of times
*Been to California? noooo :`(
*Been to Hawaii? nooo
*been to Mexico? nope
*been to China? no
*Been to Canada? no.. but that is to be my first road trip.
*Got a really bad feeling about something then it happened? lots of times
*Wished you were the opposite sex? im sure i have b4, but not currently
*Had an imaginary friend? no, but i do talk to myself sumtimes.
*Red or Blue? red
*Spring or Fall? definatly fall
*Santa or Rudolph? rudolph!
*Math or English? hm, thats a hard decision.
*What are you going to do after you finish this survey? go pee.
*What was the last food you ate? chex mixxxx.
*High school or college? college
*Are you bored? very much so.
*How many buddies are on? i only have yahoo messenger on rite now, sooo... 4.
*Do you have a crush on someone? well, i dont know if crush applys to boyfriends. i guess so.. lol
*What book are you reading now? im re-reading "angus, thongs, and full frontal snogging". funny funny book. hehehehe
*Worst feeling in the world? rejection.
*What is the first thing you think of when you wake in the morning? JUST 10 MORE MINUTES!!!!
*How many rings before you answer? uhhh 2 or 3? i dont know
*Chocolate or vanilla? depends on my mood

*Toothbrush : i just got a pretty clear one at the dentist the other day. but my other one is a spinny toothbrush. its white and ... blue? i dont remember haha.
*Jewelry worn daily : deftones hemp bracelet, pantyhose choker, mood ring, plastic sparkly ring, varga girls necklace/bracelet, lots of earings.
*Pillow cover : dont have one. my pillow is big and fluffy and red. hehe i <3 itt!
*Blanket : white down blanket.
*Coffee cup: well, i dont drink coffee. but, when i drink cappachino, it has the 711 logo on it and its styrofoam. lol
*Shoes : either my black chucks with tye dyed laces, black adidas shell tops with hot pink laces, or my black and white wing tip shoes.
*Favorite top : my new plaid shirt i got from goodwill.
*Tattoos : none yet :(
*Piercings: just 5 in my ears.. so far..
*What you are wearing now : new plaid shirt from good will, jeans, one purple sock and one green one, plaid bandana
*Hair: brown. long. not much more to it.

WHO or WHAT (was/is/are)
*In my head : well, dave and ben, cuz i cant figure out which one im talking to rite now.
*After this: peeee.
*Eating : chex mixxxx.
*If you could get away with it and murder anyone, who and for what reason : i dont think i would kill anyone.
*Person you wish you could see right now : hmm i dont knooow
*Is next to you: bag of chex mix, cell phone, cat.
*Do you like candles : yeah
*Do you believe in forgiveness: yeah I suppose
*What is the latest you've ever stayed up: a few days.

1 bong hit| hit the bong

[29 Oct 2003|11:26am]
[ mood | dorky ]

Nervous Habits?: bite my nails, scratch my arms, bite my lip sumtimes
Are you double jointed?: yep
Can you do weird things your tongue?: uh i dont know
Can you raise one eyebrow at a time?: sumtimes. but its on accident
Can you blow spit bubbles?: sumtimes, but it takes a while
Can you cross your eyes?: yep
Tattoos?: none YET!
Piercings and where?: 5 in my ears, but many more to come
Do you make your bed daily?: never

Kissed?: ben
Hugged?: ben
Talked to?: phone: manda, person: mom, online: josh
Went on a date with?: ben
Laughed with?: manda
Hung out with?: ben russ and dave

Took a shower?: yesterday!
Cried?: today
Talked on the phone?: like 5 minutes ago
Read a book?: monday
Punched Someone?: about a week ago, boxing match with decker. haahaha fun times

Which shoe goes on first?: whichever one i pick up first
Speaking of shoes, have you ever thrown one at anyone?: many times
On average, how much money do you carry with you: depends on what im doing that day
What jewellery do you wear 24/7?: black sparkly ring, mood ring, varga girls bracelet and necklace, hemp bracelet with deftones beads, choker that i made out of pantyhose that hasnt come off in about a yr.
Favorite Piece of Clothing: my long patchwork knit sweater.
Pajamas: underwear and/ or night pants, tank top sumtimes

-- FOOD --
Do you twirl your spaghetti or cut it?: dont know. i dont eat spigeti often
Have you ever eaten Spam?: yep
Favorite Ice Cream Flavour: mint chocolate chip
How many cereals in your cabinet?: 4
What's your favorite beverage?: mountain dew
What's your favorite restaurant?: depends on my mood. mexican is usually favorite
Do you cook?: not often, tho i can cook pretty damn good.

How often do you brush your teeth?: once or twice a day usually
How often do you shower/bathe?: whenever i feel like it or need to shave
How long does your shower last?: about 20 mins
Hair drying method: drip dry if i want it curly, blow dry if i want it straight
Have you ever colored/highlighted your hair?: yyyep
wDo you paint your nails?: sumtimes, orange or purple usually

Do you swear?: like a pirate
Do you ever spit?: all the time

Animal: monkeys, penguins, bats, kittens, lots more
Food: taco bell bean burrito with baja sauce.
Month: [october
Day: [saturday
Cartoon: rockos modern life, daria, reccess, king of the hill
Shoe Brand: none
Subject in school: art
Color: pink and black together, bright kelly green, red
Sport: dont like sports
Tv show: lizzie maguire, will and grace
Best Looking Male Female Celebs: sean patrick flannery, and i dont know who for female.
Thing to do in Spring: stuf outside
Thing To Do In The Summer: stuf inside air conditioning
Thing To Do In Autumn: be outside
Thing To Do In The Winter: cuddle in front of a tv being warm, unlike outside.
Game: twister! haha

The CD Player: sneaker pimps in my car, pulp fiction in computer
Person you talk most on the phone with: manda
Ever taken a cab?: yea
Do you regularly check yourself out in store windows and mirrors?: no
What color is your bedroom?: deep purple
Do you use an alarm clock?: cell phone
Window seat or aisle?: window!

-- LA LA LAND --
What's your sleeping position? on my stomach with my head to the side andm y arms above my head
Even in hot weather do you use a blanket?: yeah, until i get too hot
Do you snore?: i dont know actually.
Do you sleepwalk?: no
Do you talk in your sleep?: once in a while, but i usually catch myself doing it.
Do you sleep with a stuffed animals?: no
Do you fall asleep with the TV or radio on?: tv

Coke or Pepsi?: [coke]
Oranges or apples?: [apples]
One pillow or two?: depends on the thickness and how im sleeping
Deaf or blind?: [*raises brow* neither?
Pools or hot tubs?: poools
Blondes or brunettes?: [depends on the person]
Tall or short?: [tall]
TV or radio?: depends on whats on
Beach or pool?: [ocean
Tic-Tacs or Certs?: [tic.tacs]
Snooze button or jump out of bed?: snooooooooooooooze
Sunrise or Sunset?: [both]
Hamburger or Cheeseburger? boca burgers
Morning or night?: [night]
Sports or news?: [blech]
Indoors or outdoors?: depends on the weather
Christmas Eve or Christmas Day?: eve
Cake or ice cream?: [ice cream]
Spearmint or Peppermint? spearmint
Bath or shower?: [showers]
Book or Movie?: movie
Green or Red apples?: green
Rain or Snow: depends. snow is nicer to look at, rain is funner to play in.
Nike or Adidas?: adidas

Where do you see yourself in ten years?: noo idea
Who are you going to be married to?: see above
How many kids?: see above
Your profession: hopefully sumthing with art

hit the bong

[29 Oct 2003|10:27am]
SON OF A BITCH! i just did this loooong ass survey, and it didnt fucking post! ahhhh i hate that!
anyways. im home today. car wouldnt start this morning. hate my car. but love my car cuz even after it died once yesterday, it managed to work long enough for me to go see ben last night. hehe yey. but, then, it died again this morning. meh. gr.
ok time for a smoke.
hit the bong

and i DO expect people to fill this thing out... [26 Oct 2003|02:25pm]
[ mood | chipper ]

1. Give me a nickname and explain why you picked it.
2. Am I loveable?
3. How long have you known me?
4. When and how did we first meet?
5. What was your first impression?
6. Do you still think that way about me now?
7. If I was an ice cream flavor, which would I be and why?
8. Do you think I'll get married?
9. What makes me happy?
10. What makes me sad?
11. What song (if any) reminds you of me?
12. If you could give me anything what would it be?
13. Do you consider me a good friend?
14. When's the last time you saw me?
15. Ever wanted to tell me something but couldn't?
16. Would you make a move on me?
17. Describe me in one word.
18. Do you think our friendship is getting stronger/weaker/or staying the same?
19. Do you feel that you could talk to me about anything and I would listen?
20. Do I cross your mind at least 2 times a day?
21. Have I ever dry humped you?
22. Did you like it?

3 bong hits| hit the bong

just to kill sum time.... [20 Oct 2003|03:47pm]
[ mood | rushed ]

What time is it:: 3:47
Name:: Laura
Parents names on birth certificate:: does it really matter? just look back at other surveys im sure its on there sumwhere.
Nickname(s):: LuLu
Tattoo(s):: not yeeeeeettt....
Pet(s):: 2 cats, tabby and tinkerbelle.
Natural hair color:: dark brown
Eye color:: shit brown.
How much do you love yer job (1-10):: uh, 5? its cool cuz i can sit around and not do anything and ppl are fun and nice, but it sux cuz i dont get paid much, and i have shit hours.
Birth place:: baltimore, md
Current residence:: pasadena, md %#*&*)^
Favorite food:: cheese
Been to Africa:: hasnt everyone? lol
Been toilet papering:: yeps
Loved someone so much that it made you cry:: yeah. maybe not IN love, but definatly loved.
Been in a car accident:: yup
Croutons or bacon bits:: crutons
Favorite day of the week:: Saturday.
Favorite word or phrase:: fuck
Favorite resturant:: umm.... kyoto maybe. (the sushi place in severna park.),
Favorite flower:: lillys, and daisys, and orchids, and roses of course (orange and purple ones are my faaavorite)
Favorite drink:: mountain dew
Favorite ice cream:: mint chocolate chip
Favorite fast-food resturant:: taco hell!
Which store would you love to max your credit card at:: ikea maybe...
Most annoying thing people ask/say to you:: i dont know. cant think of one. ooo "why do u have a tack in ur ear"
Favorite TV show(s):: will and grace, lizzie maguire, and sum others..
Ford or Chevy:: honda.
Chocolate or vanilla:: depends on my mood
AND FINALLY! Do you think the almighty name of Bob is holy:: ummm no.

2 bong hits| hit the bong

[16 Oct 2003|02:32pm]
[ mood | peaceful ]

my horoscope for today...
Why not take a risk for a change? The only thing you truly have to be afraid of is making a fool of yourself and no one will even remember what you said or did in a day or two anyway. Step up to the plate and if you're going to strike out, at least do it by swinging rather than waiting as each perfect pitch goes by. There are other people here who are feeling just as shy as you are and if you are brave enough to take the first step forward, perhaps they will follow.

sounds interesting enough.

well, school was boring, only went to my art history class. then went and chilled with brendan and jake, and then made my way to this stupid seminar thing my fitness class was spos to go to. well, i met up with a cuple ppl in my class, and we all decided that we'd sign the sign in sheet an then leave. so, i went to the mall to see manda. she looked oh so cute today. :) hehe. i <3 her mohawk. its just sooo her. tried on a pair of pants that fit me realy really well, and made me depressed cuz i dont have the money to buy them. and tried on the vinyl skirt im gonna buy. oh my oh my it is nice. looks pretty good on me too. and its only liiike... 30$ i think. so im gona either give manda money for it, or put it on layaway. haha. i bought a braclet watch thingy (only a dollar) and gave her money to get me this pair of cool tights i wanted. cuz i want to wear my skirts more, but i cant f ind my polka dot tights, and my hot pink leapord ones have a huuuuuge hole in the crotch. moo. soo im gettin new ones. **manda, im gona stop by on my way home from work to get them** ummm yeah i have to work tonite. oh well. and then ben is coming down after i get off work. iduno wut were gona end up doin, but who cares :) hehe ill be happy either way.

the "family dinner" thing i had to go to on tuesday night was insane. there was 13 of us. we went to this fancy italian restaurant in alexandria, Va. well, everyone except me and my sister were stayin at this hotel up the street from the restaurant, so they were all drunk BEFORE dinner. so we get there, and everyone was soooo loud. my aunt and uncle were the ones paying for everything, so of course, they all kept drinking. he ordered a bottle of wine for every person at the freaking table (even considreing the fact that i cant drink). the food was ok, not the best tho, and then we got dessert too. it was pouring down rain when we left, so everyone took taxi's back to the hotel. that was hilarrrrrious. it was me, my sis, my mom, and my aunt karen in one taxi, and my aunt was traaashed. she told the cab driver that she had to pee so he better hurry up. hahaha it was great. holy crap my sister told me how much the bill was, and it was 1200 dollars!!! daaaaamn! and then my aunt gave them an extra 350 tip plus the gratuity that was already added in the total! daaaamn! lucky waiters! and then i got to stay at home by myself since my parents stayed at the hotel, so i convinced ben to come spend the night with me. :D hehe it was fun. and we actually slept this time! it was nice. i love sleepin next to him. its just so damn comfortable.
ummmm yeah im tired of typing.

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[11 Oct 2003|04:05pm]
god damnit! i knew it was gonna happen! sum of u know that i have a belief that bad things happen in threes. when sumone dies, thres always two more to die within a short time period from that. example... celebrity deaths recently : john ritter, johnny cash, and robert palmer. so, since i had my accident, and then got a ticket the next day, i have been patiently awaiting my inevitable third thing to happen, and, of course, it happened. got a red light ticket in the mail yesterday. god damnit. 75$ ticket. son. of. a. bitch. i do NOT fucking have the money for all this shit rite now. good goddddd.

but other than that happening, yesterday was awsum! went to bens house at 9 in the morning and got to wake him up. AWWWWWW he is so cute when he sleeps :) so we layed in ben till like 1230, thne got up and ran arrends for a while. to his work, and bank, and got food (mmm damnnn good veggie burgers) and to deckers house. la la la, lots more stuf, went to carroltown center, which is just like glen burnie mall. its just like one strip of stores. with an arcade. lol. went to his tattoo shop (tiki tattoo) and saw the tattoo hes gettin dun on friday, and eventually went back to his house and layed around for a while more, till we had to leave to go to kates. that was interesting. funny drunk ppl. lol it was cool tho, watched not another teen movie, well, more like made fun of not another teen movie. and then i left at like 11 and came home. so it was jsut a random day, but i like days liek that. makes it much more interesting when u have no idea wut ur gona do next.

I AM SO FUCKING TIRED OF LIVING HERE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! yeah, its great not having to pay for grocerys or rent or anything like that, but i dont even fucking care anymore! i just need to get the fuck out! i dont c are if i move out and then sumthing happens like a yr down the road and i have to move back. tracy did that, and they let her come back. i just need to get out and experience responsibility. and FREEDOM for gods sake! the ability to make my OWN fucking decisions. im jsut TIRED OF THIS SHIT! its starting to fuckign depress me, because i think about it like every 5 minutes! theres constantly sumthing that i wish i could go do, but cant. i need independance for once in my life. and theres no way im getting it from here.

ok. so now im going to go away from the computer. i have homework to do that i have to use the other computer for. and i gota go to work and get my paycheck, that is going to suck major balls. and that i will not be getting one cent from.


oh yeah, and ps. PASADENA SUCKS COCK! there is NOTHING to do around here. and i know htat its not just me being a loser. cuz even chris agrees that there is just nothing to do arond here. RAWR!
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meow meow meow meow meow meow meow meow meow meow meow meow MEOW meow meow meow... [09 Oct 2003|12:58pm]
[ mood | bored ]

lalala im in health class rite now. moo. ok this sucks sum major ass... me and ben and russ and probably decker all had plans to go to six flags tomorrow. everyone has off work, so it was a perfect day. we were plannin on being like hte first ones in line when it opens, and stayin till it closed. well, NOW we find out, that since its fucking hallow screem shit, they dont open till 5PM!!! wut the hell is that! saturdays and sundays open at noon! thats descrimination against fridays! rawr. oh well. atleast i stil get to spend all day with ben. :D yey

ooh yeah we went and saw that movie "school of rock" last night. good god was it retarded! me and ben wanted to see lost in translation, which looks reeeallly good. but russ whined a bunch cuz he doesnt want to see a bill murry movie in the theatres. wah wah wah. so yeah, it sucked. well, it was an ok movie, but not for ppl our age! its like a 13 yr olds movie. oh well it was fun still.

ummm yeah i gota go do work now. blah. this class sucks my nut sack. well, if i had one it would.

yeah bai.


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[07 Oct 2003|02:37pm]
A - Act your age ? in some ways. ud have to know me to judge that one.
B - Boyfriend ? yep. Ben
C - Chore you hate ? dishes, cleaning my rooooom.
D - Dad's name - Terry Allen Gero
E - Essential make up item ? lip gloss!
F - Favorite actor ? hm. i dont know really. ewan mcgregor? hehe iduno
G - Gold or silver ? silver
H - Hometown - pasadena
I - Instruments you play ? uhh none realy
J - Job title ? operator
K - Kids ? .. kids these days suck like woah. but i do want kids eveennntually.
L - Living arrangements ? w/ parents for now
M - Mom's name ? Deborah Ann Gero
N - Number of people you've slept with ? "slept with"... none. slept next to, umm 2? 3? that includes friends too.
O - Overnight hospital stays ? dont know exactly. 3 that i can think of rite now tho
P - Phobia ? hmm i dont know. dont liek clowns much. but its not a phobia.
Q - Quote you like ? "life moves too fast. if u dont stop and look around once in a while, u might miss it." - ferris bueler's day off
R - Religious affiliation ? cows. ..umm yeah i dont really have one.
S - Siblings ? older sister - tracy - 22 ( i think)
T - Time you wake up? depends on the day.
U - Unique habit ? optimism? burping really loudly im public and not giving a shit! haha.
V - Vegetable you refuse to eat ? raw onions! yik!
W - Worst habit ? lack of self esteem? i duno if thats a habit. but in my case, id say it is.
X - X-rays you've had ? both ankles, both sholders, back, head, different parts of stomach, arm, and i think thats it.
Y - Yummy food you make ? PANKAKES! hehehe i make sum killer pankakes.
Z - Zodiac Sign ? taurus
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[04 Oct 2003|12:30pm]
[ mood | happy ]

blaahhh... so. i dont know wut im doin today. i aactualy have nothing planned. and it feels DAMN GOOD TOO! it feels good to know that im not being relied on in any way, or being expected to be sumwhere, or even HAVE to be sumwhere, at any point of the day. i like haveing plans most of the time, but ya know.
so yesterday was really fun. ben and decker picked me up a little after 10 (later than we ment to leave tho) and went to the bank and then mcdonalds, and then made our way to pennsylvania. the directons said it should take 1 hr and 42 minutes to get there. thats not bad at all for bein out of state. well, we finally got there at 1. haha. shopped around for a bit, verry awwsum store. definatly nothin like that around here. except maybe sticky fingers. but yeah anyways. i didnt end up buying anything. which disapointed me. but, the clothes were quite expensive. and i found a few cds i wanted, but i dont realy need to be spendin money on stuf like that rite now. so then we left at 2, and made our way home. and wut a trip that was. oh jeez. i had to be at work at 4:30, and be n had to be at work at 5, so we definatly neeeded to be bak in pasadena by 4. we ended up taking a few wrong turns, ended up in essex, and at the key bridge, and then ended up pretty much back in baltimore again on 695. i didnt get home until 5:15, and stilll had to get to work. but i had called mrs carol earlier and got her to go in for me for an hr, so thats damn good. then ben finally got to work at 7. ooops. lol

so now today, i think im going to go to annapolis mall. but i havent made up my mind yet. cuz, i dont do too well in malls by myself sumtimes, and im trying to figure out if im in the mood that i can deal with that today.
and i need cigs. like woah. cuz all i have left now is regular menthols, instead of lights. and they make me hack after i smoke em. so that sucks my nuts. umm yeah ok im gona go now. cig time.


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its all nightmare before christmas's fault. if wade hadnt put that fucking cd in....... [01 Oct 2003|06:47pm]
[ mood | annoyed ]

soooo yeah this sux ass. i was leaving wades community with him like 2 hrs ago, and i pulled out off his street and fucking hit this ladys car. yes, it was moving. haha. i just didnt look close enough b4 i pulled out. dumbass i am. yes i know. sooo i dented in her door and a little part of her corner panel, so its gona be a few thousand dollars. but my insurance will cover it, so i just have to pay the deductable which is either 50$ or 150$, we dont remember. so that sux my ass hole. but luckily i have the money rite now. but grr that sux cuz i was trying to save money to fucking move out soon. oh well life goes on. u know, its a damn good thing im so fucking optimistic, cuz i could be quite upset rite now, but im just like, eh, wutever. so anywayssss.... the lady turned out to be kinda nice and funny, and she knows wades family so that was interesting.
wutever. new subject.
last night was fun. took manda to school with me at 12 and she sat around writing while iw as in class, and then we went to annapolis to drop off tracys clothes, and then to work to give mrs carol get better flowers, and then to reisterstown. sat around with russ and decker watching family guy till ben got home from work. then watched more family guy, then russ took carter to missy, then watched more family guy haha then went to finaly find sumthing to do. ended up going to don pablos for dinner after a quick trip to owings mills mall to get money. that was fun. very yummy food. then we had to go home cuz i had to be home by 12. well, we were spos to leave at 11, cuz its about a 35 minute drive, and i had to take manda home too. well we didnt end up leaving till 11:30 cuz we were retarded and stood outside saying goodbye for a 1/2 hr. haha. but it was worth it :) and then we left and drove like a fucking racecar driver home, got manda to her house at like 11:56, and then i managed to make it back to my house at 12:01. daaaamn that was good. i duno how we did it, but we did. oooh yeah. hah it was nice. soo that was my evening.
as far as i know, bens coming down tomorrow after i get off work to hang out with me. and then friday me him and decker are driving up to lancaster to go to the angry young and poor store. yey fun times to be had. hehehe.
ok thats all for now.
on to the survey.....

-- Name: Laura Elizabeth Gero
-- Birthdate:4. 29. 85.
-- Birthplace: baltimore, md
-- Current Location: pasadena, md
-- Eye Color: brown
-- Hair Color: brown. but i want to die it that black blue color. i think ima do that real soon. hehe yey
-- Height: 5'7? 5'8?
-- Righty or Lefty: righty
-- Zodiac Sign: taurus

-- Your heritage: native american and french and i dont know wut else.
-- The shoes you wore today: black low top chucks with tie dyed laces.
-- Your weakness: hmm thats a hard one... umm..... not liking when ppl dont like me. i haate that. it just makes me feel like shit when sumone doesnt like me for no reason. i mean, if they have a reason not to, or if i dont like them either, then its all good... but if they dont have a good reason, then it suks.
-- Your fears:rejection. wrongful judgement of me (my answer to the last question relates to that)..
-- Your perfect pizza: mmm cheese mushrooms green peppers pineapple pepperchinis (sp?) feta cheese tomatos onions and more pineapple.
-- Goal you'd like to achieve: get a job that pays way more than i make now, and then move outttt.

-- Your most overused phrase on AIM: lol, hehe, yey.
-- Your thoughts first waking up: "just 15 more minutes..."
-- Your best physical feature:i've been told my eyes and i'll agree with that i guess.
-- Your bedtime:lol whenever the hell i fall asleep
-- Your most missed memory: i have quite a few. but currently i miss starscape. i wish i could go do that every weekend. but yeah i have lots n lots of missed memories. so thats just them ost recent.

-- Pepsi or Coke: coke
-- McDonald's or Burger King: ew
-- Single or group dates: group ones are fun as long as ur good friends with the ppl ur with.
-- Adidas or Nike: adidas shelltops.
-- Lipton Ice Tea or Nestea: eh, dont like either very much. homemade is bestest.
-- Chocolate or vanilla: hmm. both have their ups and downs.
-- Cappuccino or coffee: cappuccino

-- Smoke: yea
-- Cuss: like a PIRATE
-- Sing: only when nobody can hear me
-- Take a shower everyday: hah no
-- Have a crush(es): yep :) ben. hehe but he knows it obviously
-- Do you think you've been in love: dont know.
-- Want to go to college: am
-- Want to get married: yep
-- Believe in yourself: i think so
-- Get motion sickness: sumtimes
-- Think you're attractive: hahaha
-- Think you're a health freak: with most stuf
-- Get along with your parents: usually.
-- Like thunderstorms: yeeessss
-- Play an instrument: not realy

LAYER SIX: In the past month...
-- Drank alcohol: not drunk, but yes drank a little
-- Smoked: yep
-- Done a drug: just medicine
-- Had Sex: nope
-- Made Out: yepp
-- Gone on a date: yepp
-- Gone to the mall?: yep
-- Eaten an entire box of Oreo: ewwww no
-- Eaten sushi: yep
-- Gone skating: no
-- Made homemade cookies: no
-- Gone skinny dipping: no
-- Dyed your hair: no
-- Stolen anything: umm i dont think so.

-- Played a game that required removal of clothing: yeah. but it didnt go very far.
-- If so, was it mixed company: yea
-- Been trashed or extremely intoxicated: yepp
-- Been caught "doing something": not anything really bad
-- Been called a tease: i dont think so
-- Gotten beaten up: no
-- Shoplifted: yeah
-- Changed who you were to fit in: yeah. middle school.

-- Age you hope to be married: whenever i feel comfortable
-- Numbers and Names of Children: well of course i dont know how many yet, and names i always change my mind on fave names. but i like alice and starr for girls, and joel for boys. of course theres more than just those but thats good enough lol
-- Describe your dream wedding: no clue. on a beech. thats all i know.
-- How do you want to die: in my sleep, peacefully.
-- Where you want to go to college: art institute of philidelphia
-- What do you want to be when you grow up: sumthing to do with fashion design and/ or runway shows
-- What country would you most like to visit: australia, germany, italy, england, france, ireland (yeah just about all of western europe), japan, russia. ok theres more but ill stop there.

LAYER NINE: In a guy/girl...
-- Best eye color? greeen
-- Best hair color? brown, or sumthing unnatural (ie: blue, green, pink..)
-- Short or long hair: depends on the person
-- Height: about my height or taller.
-- Best weight: i dont care, though i am partial to super thin bois. hehe
-- Best articles of clothing: wutever looks good on them and their comfortable in
-- Best first date location: sumthing funn
-- Best first kiss location: somewhere alone

-- Number of drugs taken illegally: tooo many to count
-- Number of people I could trust with my life: a few (including family)
-- Number of CDs that I own: a lot. but alot that i dont listen to too
-- Number of piercings: just ears so far- 5
-- Number of tattoos: none yet
-- Number of times my name has appeared in the newspaper: fuck if i know.
-- Number of scars on my body: hah alot
-- Number of things in my past that I regret: i dont know. currently i really fucking regret not looking closer at that fucking intersection when i hit that ladys car today. grrrrr

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laaa lalalala [01 Oct 2003|09:04am]
yep. that had to be the start to my entry. just felt right.
anyways... wow i dont know where i left off. damn i guess i should have checked that out b4 i started this. damnit. ok now its just turned into rambling.
sooooo i went to starscape. if u wanna know how that went, go read volatilechaos 's livejournal. its the entry that is like 10 million pages long. u cant miss it. she sums it up pretty well. umm... other than that, ive been hanging out with ben alot lately, and russ, and ben russ and manda all together. hehe. we introduced russ and manda. cuz theyre both all crazy-like and stuf. and russ was getting lonely. hehe. so its all working out quite nicely. my moms finally letting me outa the house a bit more now. shes lettin me drive up to reisterstown now, and she even let me stay up there till midnight last night. lol thats sad that im 18 yrs old and im fuckign excited about that. but hey, its improvement. aaand shes letting me go up to lancaster, PA on friday with ben and decker to go to the Angry Young and Poor store. thatll be fun times. gota be at work at 4:30 that day, but its all good. we'll make it.

well im gona finish updating in graphics if i remember.

bai bais.
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[19 Sep 2003|03:29pm]
[ mood | blank ]

good. god. pasadena is traaashed from the storm. trees down all over my community, u cant get on or off gibson island, no matter what. except by boat. cuz the causeway is underwater. suuux for them. lol. bayside beach is only allowing residents. i went driving around for almost 2 hrs this afternoon, just going down all the communitys that end at the water (pretty much all of mountain rd) and its just a fucking mess. the road is covered in leaves and tree limbs. my dad just told me that theres a tree in the middle of b and a bulivard (648), so u cant go down there yet, and all the power is out from severna park all thew ay down richie highway to annapolis. wow that sux. but, of course, glen burnie is fine, so i still have to go to work. mrmph. downtown annapolis is underwater, but it only reaches the edge of my sisters street. her house is fine, no flooding. but thers a tree down in her backyard. oh well. i saw on the news this morning that there is water up to the edges of the bars down there. daaamnnn. (note to josh: congradulations... the starbucks down there is fuckkked up. hahaha)

ok thats enough. im sure noones gona read alla that anyways.


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[19 Sep 2003|12:58am]
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[19 Sep 2003|12:40am]
[ mood | blank ]

SWEEEEET!! electricity came back on!!!

i was sitting here typing up a list of things i can do to entertain myself while it was dark...

all i got was...
*do my term paper
*mastrubate (hm, is that how u spell it? or is it masterbate? iduno. sumone tell me if u know.)
*play dress up
*play with my make-up
*video tape the darkness.

sooo then i got there and then everythng came back on.
but, who knoowns how long itll stay. first thing i did was turn the tv back on. lol. thats saaad. and now im charging the laptop again. cuz if it goes out all night, and i dont have this thing, im goooonna go insane. well, more insane.

ok maybe ill try to sleep soon. cuz i think im gona be woken early in the day.

i wanna get drunk! damnit!

ok bai.
<3 LuLu.

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i reign supreme in my own damn mind... [19 Sep 2003|12:03am]
[ mood | hopeful ]

powers gone out a few times, but hahahaaa i have laptop. go me! not only do i still have a computer to use, but it serves quite well as light when all the lights go out! sweeeeet. lol.

man, that would be badassss if they closed my work again tomorrow. but, i have a feeling they wont. which is dumb cuz even government workers have off. i mean really, who is gonna buy a car tomorrow? now, saturday i can see it getting busy, or atleast the service center will be, cuz im suuure thats gona be a lot of fucked up cars after this storm.

haha cool the power just went out agian.

i think i herd a few minutes ago that they are going to evacuate bayside beach.. which is where christine lives i think. that suxxxx. but shes proly not even at home anyways lol.

i want to sew. i need new clothes.

i need sumthing new to watchhhh.
im watching the proud family on disney channel. and im not a huge fan. i need like, simpsons or south park or sumthing rite now.

my head itches like fuckkkkk. i should proly wash it soon. but god damnit its gona itch more after i wash it! it always does! ahhhh! *scratches frantically*

damnit to hell power went out again. and its back. and its gone again. haha this is funny. atleast i got this thing. lol. damnit but its gona eventually run out of power.
mannnnn its not comin back on this time! fuckkk. i hope my cell phones charged too. meh. no power feels so, helpless. lol. its not like when just the cable goes out, cuz then u can atealst play video games, movies, radio, but now u cant do shit! gr.

ooo i can hear the wind pickin up again.
damn its lonely when its dark and quiet.
well, atleast i can still sew. and type, for now. my mom said taht theres sum power plant for anne arundel county that is out rite now, so thats y everyones lost power. she also said that there was already 17000 houses without power in anne arundel alone, and that was like 1/2 hr ago. sooo im sure its lots more now. damnnn. i dont know how to check the battery on this thing.

ooooooo shite i just realized i should go check my carpet by my door! already flooded twice b4, so im hopin my dad fixed it for good this time.

... oh boi... here i go...

sweeeeeet! yes! theres only a liiiitle bit of wetness in the very corner! thats so good! but, we just gota hope it stays there.

mercedes is chasing the flashlight light around like an asshole haha its cute.

ooook im going now.
time to save power.

asta pasta kids.

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